I thought I’m becoming whole. But everyday I feel there’s a hole in my heart that grows bigger.

I lost myself when I lost you..

you made me feel like I’m capable of more.

Now there’s an empty space for the piece of my heart that left with you..

you’ve taken my strength, my hope, my faith..

But also my appetite, my energy, my drive.

I lost myself, I can’t see the person I used to be when I look at my reflection.

I see someone defeated, unwilling to fight or even try anymore..

I lost the smallest yet biggest part of me..

I will never be whole again..

I lost myself.